Wow...Its been a year!! 4\18\11

I can't believe how fast time flies by!!! Lets see, what has happened this last year that has been so crazy!! Greydie turned 2yrs, I got laid off recently at my job along with my sisters, and Unfortunate my Mom has passed away :'(.

I can say this has been a pretty crazy year!!! I dont even know if i know how to blog anymore, its almost impossible to say anything! I can say lets start out the end of January and move into February when grey turned 2. We did a Toy Story party for her and had her friends over for a birthday bash.. she is on this kick with Woody! she has a woody doll, and a woody blanky that has to go everywhere! Her favorite sayings i would say are "DaliCious! (Mama taught her)"- "I dont like it"-& "Dont Talk to me like Tat".... If i could upload more pictures i would, they will have to come later! I love now that Grey is a toddler, but at the same time i sure do miss the baby stage man am I BABY HUNGRY!! ... though its not time yet.

I recently Lost my Mom on March 30th due to complications of Health. It was a pretty sad week, and I can assure you its still tough. She was definitely climbing that ladder to get better, and since her last incident when she was in the ICU back in June 2010 she really worked hard at being there when she could, Her and I really built a great relationship that i'm sad that it cant continue here in this lifetime, She adored Greydie and took her whenever she could.. Greydie loved calling her "Mama" and me "Mommy" and of course my dad was "PaPa". I'll never forget those times my mom and I just cried with each other telling each other how much we loved each other and that we were so much alike that we wouldn't let our stubborn head, or differences cause a catastrophy in our relationship, and for the most part after the last 9mths it was the best!! and i'm so thankful that my heavenly father gave that to me. We know she's in a better place and will now watch over our families and will be able to be there for my dad more then she could possibly do here for the last 2-3 years and her children! We love you Mom, and Miss you dearly... Take care and make sure to greet us when we come :)

Just today, actually I spent my last day after 6yrs working for Comcast it has come to an end. I was recently laid off from working in the Door to Door dept Call center for a Hand held device, and other Co workers. I can say that now that i've had really no other choice to take any other job openings its my time to try and be a stay at home mom! I'm very thrilled, and nervous at the same time... wow.. however, it will be a struggle i'm sure at times but, its what you sacrifice is what makes you stronger right??? haha... I just hope that this doesn't put us off from having kids!! .. Na, it shouldn't.. lol :)

So far recently this year.. and our updates!

So.. I know i've updated some older photos but there cute enough i can share!! ... lately nothing new with our family other then greydie turned one!! Sam went out of town for school and he got the Top performer award in his class... He leaves again in about another week and then comes home for maybe 3 weeks but then leaves again!! But with all this school hopefully in the next five years he can apply somewhere new if he wants and make more money which is always good considering the economy.. I really am working towards on staying home for a living and work only maybe a part time job for my insanity so i've looked into doing nails at Color my Nails school.. i'm just really nervous i wont make the clientel but i'm praying that if its the right thing to do then thats where he'll lead me!!

however, Sam and I are still working on the temple still a struggle but were getting thru it..We actually just recieved a calling in the ward to be over the Cub Scouts the wolfs thats the little 8year olds i think.. :)... but its a work in progress pretty fun but can be a little stressful at times. but we are really starting to get to know more people in the ward and its become such a blessing because there are some that are really interested in knowing sam and I and just being a friend. sometimes i hate that greydie is about 18mths to go into nursery.. we have church from 9-12 Fav time for me, but not her!! she likes a morning nap! so thats another struggle that were working on!! Um, i've been sick a few times this last 2 or 3 months and then grey is right there along with me.. Sam hasn't gotten sick LUCKY DOG.

So we have 2 camping trips coming up that i'm looking forward too.. especially with greydie now that she is older and a bit more mobile to play with her cousins and friends. We have a trip in April were hoping to go down to the cabin down south and spend some time with our families and just enjoy time away.. its the Turkey hunt i believe!! We didn't draw out.. oh well.. there's always Coyotes right??? . oh we also have our famous trip in May to St. Anthony for the Sand dunes !! So excited! I really hope this next year i get to get one so i can go out too whenever.. right?? not, i have a child but still .. Aunt Melissa and cousin chloe always are there and there awesome at taking her so this year should be really fun.. greydie will be hopefully walking, (which she isn't yet, probably give it a week or so cause now she is really getting daring about walking to things.. no doubt) but she'll be able to play in the sand get dirty, and then of course play in the water that should be fun!! ... :)...

Yay... Greydie turned 1 !!

Its my birthday and i'll cry if i want too!!! True Statement right?? ** I LOVE THIS FIRST PICTURE *** is it just me or does every kid cry at least once on there birthday??? haha... she had her melt downs here and there but as soon as she saw her Backyardigans cake she cheered right up!! .. We had a party Saturday for friends to come over and celebrate and then Sunday for our immediate family just because our house is to small to combine... I can't believe she is already 1. That year flew by.. its crazy though how much she learns from you and what she picks up.. she sure is a jibber jabber... lol... I love her so much its insane how much you have for sombody who does naughty things and makes you way tired and gets into everything!!! haha....

Christmas 2009 w/Grey

This year was a bit different. We normally get together with my side of the family first in the morning and all but this time we decided to switch it up so we didn't have to worry about not having enough time to really show off our things. So first thing is I woke up to sam making Hot chocolate and X'mas music on.. then of course i had to get the video camera out and start recording a bit, i got greydie up and we opened her presents.. i sucked really bad for having a first Xmas to tell you the truth i didn't Take pictures much... i'm kinda bummed out that i didn't I really need to do so much better about it... I even bring my camera around i just can't seem to do it!! However the day turned out pretty nice, other then sam and I were starving that evening and literally we couldn't find one thing open to eat!! but guess what was open of all places "Panda Express" isn't that crazy... haha.. however this a few good pictures i got from that day, thru half my pictures after loading them i realized that my camera's flash wasn't automatically flipping on! yeah ask me if i was mad!! lol.... however Enjoy!!

Recently!!!

Wow!! long time since i've blogged!! yes i know, its been forever.. oh well right, i've got a busy life, i work play mom and play wife so i'm very busy!! Went to church today haven't been in awhile and it felt good.... greydie turns 1 on the 1st of February!! Wow i can't believe how fast that year has gone, its nut to think that i want another one but then again, i think about all of this lovely no sleep and getting into everything stage.. lol... but its what it takes to be a mom, Men definitely couldn't do it! lol... j/k... however, whats happened recently not much really had a good x'mas and enjoyed the family!! i defintely need to upload some pictures, does anybody find it hard to load pictures without a printer.. i feel like, even though they have nothing to do with the printer.. but i feel like if i had my whole setup i'd be good to go.. and things would be so much easier!!! gosh oh BTW i really want a cricket bad!! anyways i'm super tired its 10pm wow.. i will try to remember to blog again!!! oh and also i'm having a party (sex) this wed the 13th.. very excited friends/family welcome to come... she comes pretty stocked so if you wanna come just email me or let me know!! thanks.. .good night!

Halloween 2009

So greydie had her first halloween this year!! she's about 9mths old and we also were able to have her dr. appointment too... Greydie weighs 16lbs, and is 27inches long. Shes so dam cute!! i love the fact she took our curly hair, i'm so glad the "mullet" stage is over... lol.. i was almost half tempted cutting it off.. but then sam came in and said No, so i couldn't... lol... anyways... heres some pictures! enjoy.... Oh and greydie has 4 teeth and 2 more on the way!! ..

Trip to Idaho!!

*cont oct* So, over this month we also were able to go up and see his dad and step mom and there kids, Its nice to go up and out of state even if its just Idaho haha :), however we went up around the time Evan (gina's son) was playing in a really rival football game, it was fun to go to that!! small towns have such a big rivalery(sp?) its cool... EVan is a really good football player and knows his stuff, we also were able to go the next morning to Kelsey (gina's daughter) soccer game... they also were playing to go to regionals or state... lol.. not quite sure exactly but it was fun... nice to see them and be a big sister to them (even if i'm only in law right).. haha.. Greydie had fun with grandpa and grandma too, I also was able to take some family pictures of them!! yay!! lol... it will probably be our last trip to go up there this year just cuz when it snows the roads get closed and we cant risk the chance of a huge storm and then stuck up there for a few days!! lol...